I Can’t Stand the Way I Feel

I can’t stand the way I feel
When I am away from you
The way my heart seems so empty
When you are not with me

I can’t stand the way I feel
The way I love you more and more
The way I miss you
Twice as much as the day before

I can’t stand the way I feel
How my whole body seems dead
And every cell aches to hold you
From my toes to my head

I can’t stand the way I feel
Wanting to have you for myself
The bittersweet jealousy
Living in this possessive hell

I can’t stand the way I want you
I can’t stand it anymore
I am dying just to love you
I can feel it killing me
The way my heart hurts
Like my blood has turned to dirt
And my lungs gasp for air
And my arms reaching
For something that just isn’t there

Alone and in love, real love
And it’s killing me from the outside in

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