Waiting For The Summer of My Soul

All I wanted was the summer
but the snow forever falls
everyday opening my eyes
looking for signs of spring
not these clouds of silent gray
that haunt me day after day
and it feels so cold
so lonely, so old
like I’ve died a million times before
lying naked like a baby
fetal on the floor
every tear I cry
I cry for you
and it feels so cold
all I have are memories to hold
remembering the warmth of your love
before your faded away
taking back all your promises
breaking my heart in the process
broken pieces, a million pieces
I want to feel whole again
I am so scared
that I will never find happiness
that love will never happen again
and I fear I will die in loneliness
all I want is to be with you once again
and it feels so cold
so lonely, so old
all I have are memories to hold
waiting for summer to come
in the winter of my soul