I can’t seem to conceive a connection
between all the worlds I have seen
no nexus in my dysfunction of direction
rounding off the radius of routine
my life breaking down, cell by cell
focusing on the fraction of friction
my trust, lies in dust, in this shattered shell
lost in my addiction to all your affliction
you left me timid, now I tipple
drunken twisted, dreams in vertigo
and my legs, lost or numb or somewhat cripple
my ulterior disorientated within my hurt ego
convexing beyond distinction
where my mind was once concave
wishing my memories would fade into extinction
to forget all the mistakes that I have made
this bond that symbolized unconditional love
no sweeter nor truer words were ever spoken
like the sacred pact that we made a million promises of
everything special in my life, now broken
just like the way you broke my heart
do you feel guilty watching me die?