Never Letting Go

never have I felt
this way before
I know I can’t forget you
I know I never would want to
but something tells me
that I should move on
I know I should move on
and it hurts me so
to even think of letting you go
and it hurts me to see
that you have moved on past me
oh how much I love you
even now
just like I did then
missing you when
you are away
wishing I could hold you
for just one more day
and it hurts me to know
that you have let me go
and it hurts me when
I think I’ll never hold you again
never have I cried
over the littlest of things
feeling as if I have died
or lost my greatest dream
remembering all the things we would say
about the wonders of destiny and fate
that we were somehow meant to be
but where is the magic now
when I am so lost and lonely
I know I should let you go
I know I need to move on
but even in all my sorrow
reliving our yesterdays
still will bring smiles tomorrow
and keep me looking for ways
to win back your heart
and love you so bold
as the stars once foretold