so it’s December once again
and here I am
walking about
in this winter wonderland
wondering why
nothing ever goes as planned
so now it’s supposed to be
that time of year
with happy holidays
filled full of cheer
jolly Santa & snowmen
not this frozen fear
that I feel will never end
all alone
in this winter wonderland
wondering why
she left me standing
cold in the snow
facing questions
with answers I will never know
so it’s December once again
and here I am
dying once again
in her empty wonderland