sitting here
without you now
drinking beneath my means
wondering just how
I’m still alone
like it always seems
wide awake
beneath the same night sky
that you so easily sleep
wide awake
underneath the feeling
of a love I just couldn’t keep
standing still
in unnatural ways
never will this be easy for me
turned into tones of grays
left lost for way too long
waiting for the ending time
to move me silently on