{"id":105,"date":"2018-02-13T17:36:17","date_gmt":"2018-02-13T17:36:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=105"},"modified":"2018-02-13T17:36:17","modified_gmt":"2018-02-13T17:36:17","slug":"what-could-have-been","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/02\/13\/what-could-have-been\/","title":{"rendered":"What Could Have Been"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I miss us<br \/>\nand what we could have been<br \/>\nlost somewhere<br \/>\nbetween<br \/>\nwas and when<br \/>\nand the way I held you at night<br \/>\ntight against your naked skin<br \/>\nsoft as angel wings<br \/>\nand more beautiful than all my dreams<br \/>\nyou are still my sweetest everything<br \/>\nbut my eyes fill with tears<br \/>\nrealizing my greatest fears<br \/>\nthat we have reached an ending<br \/>\nbefore we even got to the beginning<br \/>\nI miss us<br \/>\nand what we could have been<br \/>\nI can only wish now<br \/>\nthat we will someday have the chance<br \/>\nto start over once again<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss us and what we could have been lost somewhere between was and when and the way I held you at night tight against your naked skin soft as<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/02\/13\/what-could-have-been\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What Could Have Been<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=105"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}