I feel as if I am on a carousel
\nmy life spinning in circles
\nwhere past events resurface
\ninto new patterns to avoid paradox
\nI twist in torment
\nturn in orbit
\nas I rotate in cycles of despair
\ndwelling in this constant reminder
\nI dare not to bare
\nmy heart beats in the sound of your name
\npulsating sonic
\nreverberating in time
\nof when you were mine
\nI shiver in the bitter smell of simplicity
\nmy dossier limbs twitch
\nand shadows walk beneath my feet
\nlike fate of broken glass
\nreflecting back the images
\nthat once was me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"