{"id":156,"date":"2018-04-04T00:08:56","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T00:08:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=156"},"modified":"2018-04-04T00:08:56","modified_gmt":"2018-04-04T00:08:56","slug":"trepidation-and-delerium","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/04\/04\/trepidation-and-delerium\/","title":{"rendered":"Trepidation and Delerium"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am torn, between trepidation<br \/>\nAnd delirium<br \/>\nIn a no nonsense dream of hysteria<br \/>\nWhere the only thing I can recognize<br \/>\nIs the fact I am going to die, lonely<br \/>\nStill looking for that special someone<br \/>\nWho never showed up<br \/>\nAll my memories of love<br \/>\nDrift in and out<br \/>\nLike waves washing away wishes written in sand<br \/>\nSo I stand, on the beach of desperation<br \/>\nStaring at the reflection of a lonely old man<br \/>\nLooking through the looking glass<br \/>\nOf a broken heart<br \/>\nReminiscing about what could have been<br \/>\nDrowning my sorrows in a sea of self pity<br \/>\nTorn between trepidation and delirium<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am torn, between trepidation And delirium In a no nonsense dream of hysteria Where the only thing I can recognize Is the fact I am going to die, lonely<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/04\/04\/trepidation-and-delerium\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Trepidation and Delerium<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-156","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/156","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=156"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/156\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=156"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=156"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=156"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}