{"id":172,"date":"2019-04-20T02:02:23","date_gmt":"2019-04-20T02:02:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=172"},"modified":"2019-04-20T02:02:23","modified_gmt":"2019-04-20T02:02:23","slug":"lost-in-empty-shadows","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/20\/lost-in-empty-shadows\/","title":{"rendered":"Lost in Empty Shadows"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know I was wrong<br \/>\nand I have said &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry&#8221;<br \/>\ntoo many times before<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t want to hide<br \/>\nfrom the shade of your shadows anymore<br \/>\nbut this feeling of empty<br \/>\nkicks me to the floor<br \/>\ntime and time again<br \/>\nblack and bitter<br \/>\nbitten by the end<br \/>\nit kicks me to the floor<br \/>\ntime and time again<br \/>\nand now the empty<br \/>\nboth big and black<br \/>\nshows me your dark secret<br \/>\nwhispering in the shadows<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re never coming back<br \/>\nas I shiver in the shimmer<br \/>\nof realization<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re never coming back<br \/>\nI wish a thousand wishes<br \/>\ndream a million dreams<br \/>\nbut all the miracles of the world<br \/>\naren&#8217;t going to bring you back to me<br \/>\nI know I was wrong<br \/>\nand I&#8217;m sorry<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I was wrong and I have said &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry&#8221; too many times before I don&#8217;t want to hide from the shade of your shadows anymore but this feeling<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/20\/lost-in-empty-shadows\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Lost in Empty Shadows<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-172","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=172"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}