{"id":177,"date":"2019-04-25T16:37:06","date_gmt":"2019-04-25T16:37:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=177"},"modified":"2019-04-25T16:37:06","modified_gmt":"2019-04-25T16:37:06","slug":"living-proof","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/25\/living-proof\/","title":{"rendered":"Living Proof"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I never knew<br \/>how much I needed you<br \/>until you were far away from me<br \/>and I can&#8217;t go to sleep at night<br \/>without you in my dreams<br \/>my arms reach out to hold you<br \/>always grasping at what&#8217;s never there<br \/>and I can still smell your perfume<br \/>even the shampoo you use in your hair<br \/>this damn bed seems so empty<br \/>without you sleeping by my side<br \/>as my heart continues to break<br \/>the wind blows through this house<br \/>and I hear every creak in the door<br \/>as it sways back and forth<br \/>I hear voices calling out my name<br \/>calling in the graveyard of my soul<br \/>I try to cheat death<br \/>but this is my only escape<br \/>I am living proof of a dying broken heart<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<p>This poem is a part of The Collaboration Project<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Thanks to Shannon Wendler for helping me finish this poem.<\/li><\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I never knewhow much I needed youuntil you were far away from meand I can&#8217;t go to sleep at nightwithout you in my dreamsmy arms reach out to hold youalways<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/25\/living-proof\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Living Proof<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-177","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-collaboration"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=177"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=177"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}