{"id":180,"date":"2019-04-28T06:38:55","date_gmt":"2019-04-28T06:38:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=180"},"modified":"2019-04-28T06:38:55","modified_gmt":"2019-04-28T06:38:55","slug":"my-sweetest-obsession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/28\/my-sweetest-obsession\/","title":{"rendered":"My Sweetest Obsession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>a thousand pictures of you<br \/>\ntaped cautiously upon my wall<br \/>\na few hundred or so more<br \/>\nplaced carefully down the hall<\/p>\n<p>a long constant reminder<br \/>\nof my unhealthy obsession<br \/>\nwhich has brought me nothing<br \/>\nbut the pain of depression<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stop missing you<br \/>\nno matter what you say or do<br \/>\nnothing can change the fact that<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t stop loving you<\/p>\n<p>a thousand letters<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll never send<br \/>\na million poems<br \/>\nnever read in the end<\/p>\n<p>a long constant reminder<br \/>\nof my unhealthy regression<br \/>\nwhich has brought me nothing<br \/>\nbut pain of aggression<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stop hating you<br \/>\nnothing can change that fact<br \/>\nno matter what you say or do<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t stop loving you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a thousand pictures of you taped cautiously upon my wall a few hundred or so more placed carefully down the hall a long constant reminder of my unhealthy obsession which<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/04\/28\/my-sweetest-obsession\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">My Sweetest Obsession<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-180","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=180"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=180"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=180"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=180"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}