{"id":19,"date":"2019-11-01T09:03:00","date_gmt":"2019-11-01T09:03:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=19"},"modified":"2019-11-01T09:03:00","modified_gmt":"2019-11-01T09:03:00","slug":"a-hard-taught-lesson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/11\/01\/a-hard-taught-lesson\/","title":{"rendered":"A Hard Taught Lesson"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was benevolent<br \/>\nnot to mention somewhat eccentric<br \/>\nbut I was never superficial<br \/>\nin our relationship<br \/>\nI loved you<br \/>\nbefore I met you<br \/>\nand I loved you<br \/>\nafter you broke my heart<br \/>\nyou taught me<br \/>\nmore about myself<br \/>\nthan I ever could<br \/>\nif there was a way<br \/>\nto repay you<br \/>\nyou know that I would<br \/>\nI&#8217;m a changed man<br \/>\na better man<br \/>\nmy morals have caught up with me<br \/>\nI am not proud of what I have done<br \/>\nor the man I haad been<br \/>\nbut perhaps this world of hurt<br \/>\nis karma&#8217;s way of kicking my ass<br \/>\nand if karma is out kicking ass<br \/>\nyou better watch out<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not pretty what I&#8217;m going through<br \/>\nloving someone so much<br \/>\nlike the way I loved you<br \/>\nthen to have that world of hope<br \/>\nthat world of happiness<br \/>\nripped recklessly from your heart<br \/>\nall the pieces of what once was<br \/>\nglued carelessly back together with pain<br \/>\nI feel so empty inside<br \/>\nso hollow<br \/>\nyet so shallow<br \/>\nI was benevolent once<br \/>\nand look where it got me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was benevolent not to mention somewhat eccentric but I was never superficial in our relationship I loved you before I met you and I loved you after you broke<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/11\/01\/a-hard-taught-lesson\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Hard Taught Lesson<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}