{"id":195,"date":"2018-05-13T17:29:27","date_gmt":"2018-05-13T17:29:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=195"},"modified":"2018-05-13T17:29:27","modified_gmt":"2018-05-13T17:29:27","slug":"death-becomes-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/13\/death-becomes-me\/","title":{"rendered":"Death Becomes Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>how rotten is your heart<br \/>\nif you even have one<br \/>\nso vile, and ever so evil<br \/>\nI curse you devil woman<br \/>\nfor the hell you have left me in<br \/>\nmy life is shit<br \/>\nyou killed all I held dear<br \/>\nand I can actually feel it<br \/>\nas if my flesh and blood<br \/>\nis slowly decaying from the inside<br \/>\ndissolving away<br \/>\nany last bit of humanity<br \/>\nthat you might have left in me<br \/>\nsure, I may look alive<br \/>\nbut I guarantee you<br \/>\nthat the day you broke my heart<br \/>\nis the day that I died<br \/>\nwalking talking zombie of me<br \/>\nlost in the hate fate lobotomy of me<br \/>\nwishing I could leave this rag tagged body of me<br \/>\nand kill all things beautiful<br \/>\nso I will never again be reminded<br \/>\nof the girl you used to be<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>how rotten is your heart if you even have one so vile, and ever so evil I curse you devil woman for the hell you have left me in my<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/13\/death-becomes-me\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Death Becomes Me<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=195"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}