{"id":196,"date":"2018-05-14T14:44:41","date_gmt":"2018-05-14T14:44:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=196"},"modified":"2018-05-14T14:44:41","modified_gmt":"2018-05-14T14:44:41","slug":"a-letter-of-emptiness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/14\/a-letter-of-emptiness\/","title":{"rendered":"A Letter of Emptiness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>cracked and cracking<br \/>\nmy hands dry, they bleed<br \/>\ndripping drip dry<br \/>\nblood stained tears I cry<br \/>\nstained by the pain of a broken heart<br \/>\nbroken hope<br \/>\nkilled by you, dream killer<br \/>\nliar, lie after lousy lie<br \/>\nmy promises meant nothing to you<br \/>\nI promised you forever<br \/>\nI gave you my soul<br \/>\nto love, to cherish, to hold<br \/>\nnow, take a look at me<br \/>\nlook at the nothing that is left<br \/>\ntoo dead even for death<br \/>\nand I cry in the mist of misery&#8217;s breath<br \/>\nfor an angel of mercy to come<br \/>\nto save me from the me that I am<br \/>\nthe me that you made<br \/>\nempty empty me<br \/>\ndrowning in this sea of hopelessness<br \/>\nslowly dissolving away<br \/>\ninto the dust of loneliness<br \/>\nto become nothing more than the ashes of a memory.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>cracked and cracking my hands dry, they bleed dripping drip dry blood stained tears I cry stained by the pain of a broken heart broken hope killed by you, dream<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/14\/a-letter-of-emptiness\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Letter of Emptiness<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=196"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}