{"id":203,"date":"2018-05-21T17:38:41","date_gmt":"2018-05-21T17:38:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=203"},"modified":"2018-05-21T17:38:41","modified_gmt":"2018-05-21T17:38:41","slug":"never-my-best","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/21\/never-my-best\/","title":{"rendered":"Never My Best"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I sit here before you<br \/>\nCold and alone<br \/>\nNot knowing where I&#8217;m headin&#8217;<br \/>\nOnly where I have gone<br \/>\nAnd my soul<br \/>\nNow free of conviction<br \/>\nBut my heart<br \/>\nStill plays your victim<br \/>\nSo tell me baby<br \/>\nAre you still my lady<br \/>\nOr have you moved on<br \/>\nTo someone new<\/p>\n<p>I stand up to leave<br \/>\nBefore you could answer<br \/>\nAfraid to hear<br \/>\nIt might not be me<br \/>\nBut you grab my hand<br \/>\nAnd pull me beside you<br \/>\nTo reassure me<br \/>\nThat I&#8217;m your only one<\/p>\n<p>But that&#8217;s<br \/>\nnot my cologne<br \/>\nSmelling on your shirt<br \/>\nSo your words may be happy<br \/>\nBut my heart continues to hurt<br \/>\nOh how my heart still hurts<\/p>\n<p>Now if you&#8217;re done<br \/>\nLeave me to rest<br \/>\nYou may have been good<br \/>\nBut darlin&#8217; I say<br \/>\nYou were never my best<br \/>\nNo<br \/>\nYou were never my best<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sit here before you Cold and alone Not knowing where I&#8217;m headin&#8217; Only where I have gone And my soul Now free of conviction But my heart Still plays<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/21\/never-my-best\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Never My Best<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-203","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/203","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=203"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/203\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}