{"id":208,"date":"2018-05-26T08:58:41","date_gmt":"2018-05-26T08:58:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=208"},"modified":"2018-05-26T08:58:41","modified_gmt":"2018-05-26T08:58:41","slug":"freedom-within","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/26\/freedom-within\/","title":{"rendered":"Freedom Within"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the puzzled look<br \/>\nthat now dances uncomfortably<br \/>\nupon your face<br \/>\nstares at me<br \/>\nlike you don&#8217;t even know me<br \/>\namazed<br \/>\nthat this is even me<br \/>\nand your eyes shine black<br \/>\nreflecting some bitter emptiness<br \/>\nyou never once mentioned<br \/>\nand your lips, trembling<br \/>\nmumble how mercurial I have become<br \/>\nwondering where this madness<br \/>\nor mental collapse resides from<br \/>\nnot once considering<br \/>\nthat for this one moment in time<br \/>\nI am truly free<br \/>\nnot held back by the restraints<br \/>\nyou have so carefully placed upon me<br \/>\nbut fret not gentle one<br \/>\njust because I have lost control<br \/>\ndoesn&#8217;t mean that you have lost me<br \/>\njust that I have let loose my soul<br \/>\nto swim free in the sea of life<br \/>\nhoping you too, will let go<br \/>\nand swim within my crazy shores<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the puzzled look that now dances uncomfortably upon your face stares at me like you don&#8217;t even know me amazed that this is even me and your eyes shine black<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2018\/05\/26\/freedom-within\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Freedom Within<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-208","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/208","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=208"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/208\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}