{"id":214,"date":"2019-06-01T09:44:22","date_gmt":"2019-06-01T09:44:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=214"},"modified":"2019-06-01T09:44:22","modified_gmt":"2019-06-01T09:44:22","slug":"love-of-confusion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/01\/love-of-confusion\/","title":{"rendered":"Love of Confusion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve confused love for hate<br \/>\nbeen drunk for 3 weeks straight<br \/>\nknowing loneliness is now my fate<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve closed the mind that was awake<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ve seen what I can become<br \/>\nno longer a child so young<br \/>\nno longer so blind and so dumb<br \/>\nI now know what you are<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re the pain in my scars<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re the ache in my heart<br \/>\nyou were once my shining star<br \/>\nnow you&#8217;re death in the dark<br \/>\nour love was only an illusion<br \/>\nyour orchestrated preclusion<br \/>\nan illustrated confusion<br \/>\nconstructed from delusion<br \/>\ndeteriorating diffusion<br \/>\nso now you&#8217;re an exclusion<br \/>\nfrom my heart&#8217;s seclusion<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ve come to the conclusion<br \/>\nfound a cozy collusion<br \/>\nthat we are no more<br \/>\nand I know<br \/>\ntomorrow I will awake<br \/>\nin a state of happiness<br \/>\nthat I haven&#8217;t felt in years<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve confused love for hate been drunk for 3 weeks straight knowing loneliness is now my fate I&#8217;ve closed the mind that was awake and I&#8217;ve seen what I can<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/01\/love-of-confusion\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Love of Confusion<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-214","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/214","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=214"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/214\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=214"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=214"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}