{"id":215,"date":"2019-06-02T08:10:20","date_gmt":"2019-06-02T08:10:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=215"},"modified":"2019-06-02T08:10:20","modified_gmt":"2019-06-02T08:10:20","slug":"the-same-but-different","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/02\/the-same-but-different\/","title":{"rendered":"The Same, But Different"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>things are so different now<br \/>\nwe&#8217;ve gotten older<br \/>\nbut didn&#8217;t grow up somehow<br \/>\nmaybe we have<br \/>\nbut I feel so young<br \/>\nwhen I&#8217;m with you<br \/>\nlike those high school feelings<br \/>\nof butterflies when you look at me<br \/>\nwith your childish eyes<br \/>\nand I am reminded what it means to be alive<br \/>\nholding you in my arms<br \/>\nprotecting you from the world&#8217;s harms<br \/>\nyou will always be safe with me<br \/>\nsee, things seem so different now<br \/>\nwe can try to pretend<br \/>\nthat we were always together somehow<br \/>\nthat what we have never had an end<br \/>\nbut you&#8217;ve left me<br \/>\ntime and time again<br \/>\nsee, that pain still stings<br \/>\nbut I am so much different now<br \/>\nI&#8217;m cautious and careful<br \/>\nI like you now, like I liked you then<br \/>\nbut I refuse to be hurt again<br \/>\nno! you won&#8217;t hurt me again<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>things are so different now we&#8217;ve gotten older but didn&#8217;t grow up somehow maybe we have but I feel so young when I&#8217;m with you like those high school feelings<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/02\/the-same-but-different\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Same, But Different<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=215"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}