{"id":216,"date":"2019-06-03T21:59:47","date_gmt":"2019-06-03T21:59:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=216"},"modified":"2019-06-03T21:59:47","modified_gmt":"2019-06-03T21:59:47","slug":"my-butterfly-my-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/03\/my-butterfly-my-love\/","title":{"rendered":"My Butterfly, My Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t ate in days<br \/>\nmy desk is littered<br \/>\nwith at least a half dozen<br \/>\nhalf drunk cans of coke<br \/>\nwhich has been my only source of nutrition<br \/>\nyes I know, this isn&#8217;t healthy<br \/>\nbut what I do you expect me to do<br \/>\nmy heart feels like it weighs a million pounds<br \/>\nand nothing I can swallow<br \/>\nwill ever fill the emptiness<br \/>\nthat I now hold inside<br \/>\neverything seems so useless<br \/>\nso hopeless<br \/>\nlike this is the end<br \/>\nand you want to be free<br \/>\nlike a butterfly, beautiful<br \/>\nin the spring time sky<br \/>\nbut I am not ready to release you<br \/>\nfrom the cage that I keep you in<br \/>\ndeep inside my heart<br \/>\nyou may flutter your wings<br \/>\nand decide to fly away<br \/>\nbut you will always be with me in my heart<br \/>\nand I pray that you will decide to stay<br \/>\nmy butterfly, my love<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t ate in days my desk is littered with at least a half dozen half drunk cans of coke which has been my only source of nutrition yes I<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/03\/my-butterfly-my-love\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">My Butterfly, My Love<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-216","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/216","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=216"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/216\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=216"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=216"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=216"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}