{"id":218,"date":"2019-06-05T05:24:02","date_gmt":"2019-06-05T05:24:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=218"},"modified":"2019-06-05T05:24:02","modified_gmt":"2019-06-05T05:24:02","slug":"to-be-happy-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/05\/to-be-happy-again\/","title":{"rendered":"To Be Happy Again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wish sometimes<br \/>\nlightening would just strike me dead<br \/>\nto kill your voice<br \/>\nthat lives inside my head<br \/>\nsee, every time I close my eyes<br \/>\nI end up seeing yours<br \/>\nand the way you look at me<br \/>\nburns me straight to my soul<br \/>\nand I guess it&#8217;s true<br \/>\nabout what they say<br \/>\nyou only hurt the ones that you love<br \/>\nand I loved you more than anything<br \/>\nand you loved me more than anything<br \/>\nand together we destoryed everything<br \/>\nthat we had ever built together<br \/>\nnow I try to ascertain my complacency<br \/>\nbut I can find no satisfaction<br \/>\nin any of my past actions<br \/>\nand I want something to be proud of<br \/>\nand I wish for one second you were proud of me<br \/>\nlike it was when we were in love<br \/>\nand I want to be happy<br \/>\noh I want to be happy again<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wish sometimes lightening would just strike me dead to kill your voice that lives inside my head see, every time I close my eyes I end up seeing yours<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/05\/to-be-happy-again\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">To Be Happy Again<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-218","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=218"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=218"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=218"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=218"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}