my heart is dark
\nthe kind of darkness
\nthat makes sure you cannot see
\nand you can’t see inside
\neven if I let you
\nI have no feelings left to hide
\nthey all died with her
\nin a blur
\nof love, of life
\nof everything
\nI ever was<\/p>\n
blood flows black
\nas my veins pump only pain
\nthe singing in my brain
\nthat I can never go back
\nshe doesn’t love me anymore
\nthe angel of my salvation
\nleft me, in a blur of pure damnation
\nof love, of life
\nof everything
\nI ever was<\/p>\n
the devil of dreams
\nsees to it, that I will never forget
\nwith his nightly gift, of despair
\nand soon loneliness becomes the air
\nthat I breathe and writhe
\nin a pittle of pain, like no other
\ninsuring that I suffer
\nin the blur
\nof nothingness
\nI ever was<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"