{"id":232,"date":"2019-06-19T05:38:58","date_gmt":"2019-06-19T05:38:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=232"},"modified":"2019-06-19T05:38:58","modified_gmt":"2019-06-19T05:38:58","slug":"if-only-in-my-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/19\/if-only-in-my-dreams\/","title":{"rendered":"If Only in My Dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>she comes back to me<br \/>\ndancing around so easily<br \/>\nblue eyes shining wide<br \/>\nsmiling ever so carefully<br \/>\nbut underneath it all<br \/>\nbehind her dexterity<br \/>\nwhere she hides her lies<br \/>\nin her subtle complexity<br \/>\nthe sacred vision scared<br \/>\nof the little girl I see<br \/>\nonly coming around<br \/>\nwhen she really needs me<br \/>\nand in time she cries<br \/>\nspeaking now so honestly<br \/>\nwith fear in her voice<br \/>\nechoing ever so hauntingly<br \/>\nshe&#8217;s afraid of knowing<br \/>\nwhat she wants to be<br \/>\nafraid of who she&#8217;s become<br \/>\nso scared of losing me<br \/>\nbut realizing her mistakes<br \/>\nwhisper her tears of misery<br \/>\nmaybe came a little too late<br \/>\nbut we both say we&#8217;re sorry<br \/>\nand in time we&#8217;ll forget<br \/>\nwhy we move so cautiously<br \/>\ncrawling around broken promises<br \/>\nclawing away at complacency<br \/>\nshe comes back to me<br \/>\nif only in my dreams<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>she comes back to me dancing around so easily blue eyes shining wide smiling ever so carefully but underneath it all behind her dexterity where she hides her lies in<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/19\/if-only-in-my-dreams\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">If Only in My Dreams<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-232","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/232","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=232"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/232\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=232"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=232"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=232"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}