{"id":240,"date":"2019-06-27T21:18:41","date_gmt":"2019-06-27T21:18:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=240"},"modified":"2019-06-27T21:18:41","modified_gmt":"2019-06-27T21:18:41","slug":"the-love-zombie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/27\/the-love-zombie\/","title":{"rendered":"The Love Zombie"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I live in a preconceived diatribe<br \/>\ndepressed distressed but digressed<br \/>\ninto sanity&#8217;s unrest<br \/>\ntruly unruly emotionally confusing<br \/>\nwhat should be or would have been<br \/>\nthat one special someone<br \/>\nwho could cause chaos to dissolve<br \/>\nand bring order to my mind<br \/>\nand this whole love \/ hate thing<br \/>\nbutterfly feelings so happy<br \/>\nmaking me feel sick to every cell<br \/>\ntasting each word I wish to tell<br \/>\nto whisper to you so delicately<br \/>\nfor fear that the truth<br \/>\nmight hurt your precious ears<br \/>\nbefore it hits your heart<br \/>\nbut what do I care<br \/>\nand why dare I treat you so carefully<br \/>\nafter you transformed me<br \/>\ninto this love zombie<br \/>\ncautiously optimistic<br \/>\nthat you will come to your senses<br \/>\nand come back to me<br \/>\nbeing realistic and pessimistic<br \/>\nyou won&#8217;t, I know<br \/>\nbut why do I care<br \/>\nas despair swirls in sad curls<br \/>\naround the diatribe of my life<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I live in a preconceived diatribe depressed distressed but digressed into sanity&#8217;s unrest truly unruly emotionally confusing what should be or would have been that one special someone who could<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/06\/27\/the-love-zombie\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Love Zombie<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-240","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/240","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=240"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/240\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=240"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=240"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=240"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}