{"id":245,"date":"2019-07-02T22:39:09","date_gmt":"2019-07-02T22:39:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=245"},"modified":"2019-07-02T22:39:09","modified_gmt":"2019-07-02T22:39:09","slug":"i-cant-stand-the-way-i-feel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/02\/i-cant-stand-the-way-i-feel\/","title":{"rendered":"I Can&#8217;t Stand the Way I Feel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I feel<br \/>\nWhen I am away from you<br \/>\nThe way my heart seems so empty<br \/>\nWhen you are not with me<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I feel<br \/>\nThe way I love you more and more<br \/>\nThe way I miss you<br \/>\nTwice as much as the day before<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I feel<br \/>\nHow my whole body seems dead<br \/>\nAnd every cell aches to hold you<br \/>\nFrom my toes to my head<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I feel<br \/>\nWanting to have you for myself<br \/>\nThe bittersweet jealousy<br \/>\nLiving in this possessive hell<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I want you<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t stand it anymore<br \/>\nI am dying just to love you<br \/>\nI can feel it killing me<br \/>\nThe way my heart hurts<br \/>\nLike my blood has turned to dirt<br \/>\nAnd my lungs gasp for air<br \/>\nAnd my arms reaching<br \/>\nFor something that just isn&#8217;t there<\/p>\n<p>Alone and in love, real love<br \/>\nAnd it&#8217;s killing me from the outside in<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t stand the way I feel When I am away from you The way my heart seems so empty When you are not with me I can&#8217;t stand the<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/02\/i-cant-stand-the-way-i-feel\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I Can&#8217;t Stand the Way I Feel<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}