{"id":247,"date":"2019-07-04T15:02:29","date_gmt":"2019-07-04T15:02:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=247"},"modified":"2019-07-04T15:02:29","modified_gmt":"2019-07-04T15:02:29","slug":"of-love-confusion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/04\/of-love-confusion\/","title":{"rendered":"Of Love &#038; Confusion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sometimes<br \/>\nyou are exactly what I want<br \/>\nwhen you are around<br \/>\nand I can&#8217;t have you<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s when<br \/>\nI want you the most<br \/>\nbut when you are free<br \/>\nand you offer yourself<br \/>\nso easily to me<br \/>\nit just doesn&#8217;t feel right<br \/>\ncall me crazy<br \/>\ncall me an asshole<br \/>\nI know enough to surely agree<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t get so down on yourself<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not you<br \/>\nwhen I know that it&#8217;s me<br \/>\nI want what I can&#8217;t have<br \/>\nand when I can get it<br \/>\nI just don&#8217;t want it anymore<br \/>\nsometimes<br \/>\nI see you<br \/>\nlike I saw you years ago<br \/>\nwhen your little girl smiles<br \/>\nstarts to show<br \/>\nand I guess that&#8217;s who I want<br \/>\nthe girl you used to be<br \/>\nthe girl I never told<br \/>\njust how much she meant to me<br \/>\nyou left before I got the chance<br \/>\nbecame the victim<br \/>\nof another man&#8217;s romance<br \/>\nthe spark is there<br \/>\nbut the flame will never light<br \/>\nand our days together are gone<br \/>\nlike the sunshine in the night<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sometimes you are exactly what I want when you are around and I can&#8217;t have you that&#8217;s when I want you the most but when you are free and you<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/04\/of-love-confusion\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Of Love &#038; Confusion<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-247","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/247","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=247"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/247\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=247"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=247"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=247"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}