{"id":250,"date":"2019-07-07T20:38:33","date_gmt":"2019-07-07T20:38:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=250"},"modified":"2019-07-07T20:38:33","modified_gmt":"2019-07-07T20:38:33","slug":"the-sad-tale-of-the-heart-breaker","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/07\/the-sad-tale-of-the-heart-breaker\/","title":{"rendered":"The Sad Tale of the Heart Breaker"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>it hurts!<br \/>\nthose lies I whisper in your ear<br \/>\nand the way i hold you when you are near<br \/>\nI tried to love you, but I can&#8217;t<br \/>\nso I cry in the shame of a truth never told<br \/>\nwith each passing day, my soul grows so cold<br \/>\nand I can&#8217;t help but to feel so old<\/p>\n<p>I fade in the memory of her again<br \/>\nshe is everything you wished you could be<br \/>\nshe is like an angel of a thousand dreams<br \/>\nshe is everything you never will be<br \/>\nand her love left a hold that will entangle me<br \/>\neven after death<\/p>\n<p>so why do I pretend to be with you again?<br \/>\nI like knowing my lies make you happy<br \/>\nbecause I like to see you smile<br \/>\neverytime I tell you you&#8217;re beautiful<br \/>\nand in a way it would hurt me to loose you<br \/>\nthough I never really loved you, only used you<br \/>\nsomehwere along the way, I got use to you<\/p>\n<p>I promise to be gentle when I break your heart<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it hurts! those lies I whisper in your ear and the way i hold you when you are near I tried to love you, but I can&#8217;t so I cry<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/07\/the-sad-tale-of-the-heart-breaker\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Sad Tale of the Heart Breaker<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-250","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=250"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}