{"id":260,"date":"2019-07-17T13:02:59","date_gmt":"2019-07-17T13:02:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=260"},"modified":"2019-07-17T13:02:59","modified_gmt":"2019-07-17T13:02:59","slug":"the-very-thought-of-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/17\/the-very-thought-of-you\/","title":{"rendered":"The Very Thought of You"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>how can the very thought of you<br \/>\nstill bring tears to my eyes today<br \/>\nI always thought you were the one<br \/>\nbut now you&#8217;re a million miles away<br \/>\nit never gets any easier with time<br \/>\nthese deep wounds haunt me still<br \/>\nand the hurt with in my heart<br \/>\nwill never hide the way I feel<\/p>\n<p>how can I still be in love with you<br \/>\nwhen you&#8217;ve been gone for so long<br \/>\nmade new friends and lovers<br \/>\nwhile I sit here sad and alone<br \/>\nI know I should have moved on<br \/>\nbut I can&#8217;t seem to get over you<br \/>\nand it cuts me to my soul<br \/>\nto think about finding someone new<\/p>\n<p>how can I even bear to think<br \/>\nthat someone else could take your place<br \/>\nand I hope I can still make you laugh<br \/>\nto see those beautiful smiles on your face<br \/>\nbut for now I&#8217;m lost in my dreams<br \/>\nwhere I love you more and more each day<br \/>\nand as time slowly moves on<br \/>\nI will miss you more than words could ever say<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>how can the very thought of you still bring tears to my eyes today I always thought you were the one but now you&#8217;re a million miles away it never<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/17\/the-very-thought-of-you\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Very Thought of You<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-260","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/260","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=260"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/260\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=260"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=260"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=260"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}