{"id":264,"date":"2019-07-21T15:37:08","date_gmt":"2019-07-21T15:37:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=264"},"modified":"2019-07-21T15:37:08","modified_gmt":"2019-07-21T15:37:08","slug":"deceiver-believer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/21\/deceiver-believer\/","title":{"rendered":"Deceiver \/ Believer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I saw forever<br \/>\nin the eyes of a demon<br \/>\nand I thought I was dreamin&#8217;<br \/>\nwhen I saw the eyes were yours<br \/>\nI fell to my knees<br \/>\nmy soul sent screamin&#8217;<br \/>\nknowing nothing will ever be the same<br \/>\nwhere once there was love<br \/>\nmy heart now holds only your shame<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t forgive you<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t forget<br \/>\nand that&#8217;s what fills me<br \/>\nwith so much regret<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t trust you<br \/>\nsince you lost all my respect<br \/>\nbut still I love you<br \/>\neven though your words<br \/>\nno longer have any meaning<br \/>\nand I curse you devil woman<br \/>\nfor being so damn deceiving<br \/>\ndamn all your promises<br \/>\nfor being so damn believing<br \/>\ndamn you for all your lies<br \/>\ndamn you for all your cheating<br \/>\nI will never be enough for you<br \/>\nI sacrificed more than you will ever know<br \/>\nbut you never loved me enough<br \/>\nto make even a minor change<br \/>\nso now I know nothing will ever be the same<br \/>\nnow that your eyes shine like demons<br \/>\nand all my dreams are sadly fading away<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I saw forever in the eyes of a demon and I thought I was dreamin&#8217; when I saw the eyes were yours I fell to my knees my soul sent<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/21\/deceiver-believer\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Deceiver \/ Believer<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-264","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=264"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=264"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=264"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=264"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}