{"id":268,"date":"2019-07-25T20:27:47","date_gmt":"2019-07-25T20:27:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=268"},"modified":"2019-07-25T20:27:47","modified_gmt":"2019-07-25T20:27:47","slug":"waiting-for-the-summer-of-my-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/25\/waiting-for-the-summer-of-my-soul\/","title":{"rendered":"Waiting For The Summer of My Soul"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>All I wanted was the summer<br \/>\nbut the snow forever falls<br \/>\neveryday opening my eyes<br \/>\nlooking for signs of spring<br \/>\nnot these clouds of silent gray<br \/>\nthat haunt me day after day<br \/>\nand it feels so cold<br \/>\nso lonely, so old<br \/>\nlike I&#8217;ve died a million times before<br \/>\nlying naked like a baby<br \/>\nfetal on the floor<br \/>\nevery tear I cry<br \/>\nI cry for you<br \/>\nand it feels so cold<br \/>\nall I have are memories to hold<br \/>\nremembering the warmth of your love<br \/>\nbefore your faded away<br \/>\ntaking back all your promises<br \/>\nbreaking my heart in the process<br \/>\nbroken pieces, a million pieces<br \/>\nI want to feel whole again<br \/>\nI am so scared<br \/>\nthat I will never find happiness<br \/>\nthat love will never happen again<br \/>\nand I fear I will die in loneliness<br \/>\nall I want is to be with you once again<br \/>\nand it feels so cold<br \/>\nso lonely, so old<br \/>\nall I have are memories to hold<br \/>\nwaiting for summer to come<br \/>\nin the winter of my soul<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>All I wanted was the summer but the snow forever falls everyday opening my eyes looking for signs of spring not these clouds of silent gray that haunt me day<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/25\/waiting-for-the-summer-of-my-soul\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Waiting For The Summer of My Soul<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/268","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=268"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/268\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}