{"id":269,"date":"2019-07-26T02:43:36","date_gmt":"2019-07-26T02:43:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=269"},"modified":"2019-07-26T02:43:36","modified_gmt":"2019-07-26T02:43:36","slug":"aura-of-mystery","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/26\/aura-of-mystery\/","title":{"rendered":"Aura of Mystery"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>can&#8217;t you see<br \/>\nthis aura of mystery<br \/>\nyou cast me in?<br \/>\nlike smothered steel<br \/>\ntoo cold to touch<br \/>\ntoo hard to feel<br \/>\nand this borealis of cobalt<br \/>\nthat shivers and shines<br \/>\nin shades of silver blue<br \/>\ntiny patterns of fractal randomness<br \/>\nyou seem intrigued<br \/>\nby the absence of routine<br \/>\nI look to you in wonderment<br \/>\nwondering what you see in me<br \/>\nwhat differs me<br \/>\nfrom the rest of the mass media culture of mayhem?<br \/>\nthe insanity of being sane<br \/>\nin this saneless world of scars and pain<br \/>\nI have no tears for the lost<br \/>\nsince I have lost all that I cared for<br \/>\nand the riots in Israel and the hunger in Taiwan<br \/>\nall proves that it doesn&#8217;t matter if I move on<br \/>\nto where? to here?<br \/>\nback to the arms that ripped my heart away<br \/>\nno matter<br \/>\nthis body of bruises<br \/>\nthat forms the shell of me<br \/>\nthat is the hell of me<br \/>\nhas no more feelings left at all<br \/>\nemotionless, hopelessness<br \/>\nthere are no more dreams in the end<br \/>\nof this aura of mystery<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>can&#8217;t you see this aura of mystery you cast me in? like smothered steel too cold to touch too hard to feel and this borealis of cobalt that shivers and<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/26\/aura-of-mystery\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Aura of Mystery<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-269","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/269","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=269"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/269\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=269"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=269"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=269"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}