{"id":270,"date":"2019-07-27T03:37:34","date_gmt":"2019-07-27T03:37:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=270"},"modified":"2019-07-27T03:37:34","modified_gmt":"2019-07-27T03:37:34","slug":"delirium-of-bittersweet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/27\/delirium-of-bittersweet\/","title":{"rendered":"Delirium of Bittersweet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t seem to conceive a connection<br \/>\nbetween all the worlds I have seen<br \/>\nno nexus in my dysfunction of direction<br \/>\nrounding off the radius of routine<\/p>\n<p>my life breaking down, cell by cell<br \/>\nfocusing on the fraction of friction<br \/>\nmy trust, lies in dust, in this shattered shell<br \/>\nlost in my addiction to all your affliction<\/p>\n<p>you left me timid, now I tipple<br \/>\ndrunken twisted, dreams in vertigo<br \/>\nand my legs, lost or numb or somewhat cripple<br \/>\nmy ulterior disorientated within my hurt ego<\/p>\n<p>convexing beyond distinction<br \/>\nwhere my mind was once concave<br \/>\nwishing my memories would fade into extinction<br \/>\nto forget all the mistakes that I have made<\/p>\n<p>this bond that symbolized unconditional love<br \/>\nno sweeter nor truer words were ever spoken<br \/>\nlike the sacred pact that we made a million promises of<br \/>\neverything special in my life, now broken<br \/>\njust like the way you broke my heart<\/p>\n<p>do you feel guilty watching me die?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t seem to conceive a connection between all the worlds I have seen no nexus in my dysfunction of direction rounding off the radius of routine my life breaking<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/27\/delirium-of-bittersweet\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Delirium of Bittersweet<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-270","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/270","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=270"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/270\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=270"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=270"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=270"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}