{"id":271,"date":"2019-07-28T04:19:48","date_gmt":"2019-07-28T04:19:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=271"},"modified":"2019-07-28T04:19:48","modified_gmt":"2019-07-28T04:19:48","slug":"inside-the-insane-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/28\/inside-the-insane-mind\/","title":{"rendered":"Inside the Insane Mind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>somewhere in the shallow darkness<br \/>\ninside the unquiet corners of my hollow mind<br \/>\nunderneath my facade of cliches<br \/>\ncovered in cobwebs to hide<br \/>\nwhat I hope you will never find<br \/>\nlies the ego no one knows<br \/>\na killer like instinct<br \/>\nborderline animalistic and insane<br \/>\nbrought down like a lame horse<br \/>\nin a course of consquences<br \/>\nthat have changed with age<br \/>\nmy thoughts so extreme<br \/>\nI dare not say<br \/>\nI fear to speak what I truly think<br \/>\nas those who know me best<br \/>\nwould die in disbelief<br \/>\nand at times I can&#8217;t believe<br \/>\nthe horror of things I now believe<br \/>\nthe horror of things that I have seen<br \/>\nthat I try to subdue<br \/>\nwith time like a deathrow criminal<br \/>\nbut it&#8217;s deep and subliminal<br \/>\nand its impact is anything but minimal<br \/>\nenvious of the encentric<br \/>\nfor their pure sense of thinking<br \/>\nthinking outloud in the face of rhetoric<br \/>\nrendered useless by numbered sheep<br \/>\nthat swim in pools of vodka<br \/>\nwhile trying to drink myself to sleep<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>somewhere in the shallow darkness inside the unquiet corners of my hollow mind underneath my facade of cliches covered in cobwebs to hide what I hope you will never find<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/28\/inside-the-insane-mind\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Inside the Insane Mind<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-271","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/271","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=271"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/271\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=271"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=271"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=271"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}