{"id":272,"date":"2019-07-29T06:01:46","date_gmt":"2019-07-29T06:01:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=272"},"modified":"2019-07-29T06:01:46","modified_gmt":"2019-07-29T06:01:46","slug":"suitcase-in-hand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/29\/suitcase-in-hand\/","title":{"rendered":"Suitcase in Hand"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I drank enough to drown<br \/>\nand I know you will never come back around<br \/>\nso I drink, lost in the memory<br \/>\nof you and me<br \/>\nknowing how much our love seems to hurt<br \/>\nknowing that no one is to blame<br \/>\nknowing pain always follows love<br \/>\nand thats something we just can&#8217;t avert<br \/>\nI twist each lost thought into nonsense sentences<br \/>\nstruggling for the right words say<br \/>\nbut words just lose their meaning<br \/>\nwhen you feel this empty inside<br \/>\nand I find myself lying naked on the floor<br \/>\nreaching for your old bathrobe<br \/>\nyou left hanging on the bathroom door<br \/>\nshivering hands shaking, feeling the cold of an open window<br \/>\nthe rain is pouring down hard and I shiver where I stand<br \/>\nEach drop that falls I feel echoing in my heart<br \/>\nand I see your face staring at my window<br \/>\nwith a wet suitcase in your hand<\/p>\n<p>This poem is a part of The Collaboration Project<br \/>\n* Thanks to Shannon Wendler for allowing me to work on her poem<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I drank enough to drown and I know you will never come back around so I drink, lost in the memory of you and me knowing how much<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/07\/29\/suitcase-in-hand\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Suitcase in Hand<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-272","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-collaboration"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/272","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=272"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/272\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=272"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=272"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=272"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}