{"id":282,"date":"2019-08-08T02:58:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-08T02:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=282"},"modified":"2019-08-08T02:58:00","modified_gmt":"2019-08-08T02:58:00","slug":"reflections-of-a-madman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/08\/reflections-of-a-madman\/","title":{"rendered":"Reflections of a Madman"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>you say I am psychoneurotic<br \/>\nwell how the hell<br \/>\ncan I be<br \/>\nsomething I cannot<br \/>\neven spell<br \/>\nnow don&#8217;t get all nostalgic on me<br \/>\nI can remember things too<br \/>\nand when given the choice<br \/>\nI think I always choose<br \/>\nto try and forget about you<br \/>\ncrisscross crazy you make me<br \/>\nfeel so lazy<br \/>\nbaby<br \/>\nmaybe<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t need this<br \/>\nI<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t<br \/>\nneed<br \/>\nanything<br \/>\nfrom you<br \/>\nlike your pity<br \/>\nyour sobering attempts<br \/>\nof saying how much you miss me<br \/>\nso stop pretending<br \/>\nyou feel sorry for me<br \/>\nI can walk<br \/>\nI can talk<br \/>\nI can make it on my own<br \/>\nlook how far I have come<br \/>\nsince I have been alone<br \/>\nI&#8217;m a regular 6 million dollar man baby<br \/>\njust not that rich<br \/>\njust not that smart<br \/>\nprobably not as strong or fast either<br \/>\nalmost as good looking<br \/>\nI guess<br \/>\nI&#8217;m more like his 60 dollar clone<br \/>\nbut I am making it on my own<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t need to eat fish and oatmeal<br \/>\ncholestor-alcholic of a insert blank thought here<br \/>\ndamn everything I have said<br \/>\nbecause if my words could kill<br \/>\nwell darling<br \/>\nyou would long since be dead<br \/>\nfor this force fed hell<br \/>\nand calling me names<br \/>\nthat I can&#8217;t even spell<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>you say I am psychoneurotic well how the hell can I be something I cannot even spell now don&#8217;t get all nostalgic on me I can remember things too and<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/08\/reflections-of-a-madman\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Reflections of a Madman<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-282","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/282","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=282"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/282\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}