{"id":296,"date":"2019-08-22T19:17:16","date_gmt":"2019-08-22T19:17:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=296"},"modified":"2019-08-22T19:17:16","modified_gmt":"2019-08-22T19:17:16","slug":"the-only-girl-i-ever-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/22\/the-only-girl-i-ever-loved\/","title":{"rendered":"The Only Girl I Ever Loved"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There she was, the new girl<br \/>\nThe one everyone was talking about, laughing about<br \/>\nBut I never saw anything funny<br \/>\nAs I looked to her in admiration for her difference<br \/>\nAnd the courage to be an individual<br \/>\nMe, the shy one, always stumbling over my words<br \/>\nFumbling for the right things to say<br \/>\nBut I could talk to her, and I did when no one else would<br \/>\nHer voice was itchy like sandpaper<br \/>\nMy guess, because she smoked too much<br \/>\nBut it suited her<br \/>\nThe way the smoke would dance around her pail white skin<br \/>\nAnd softly stick to her ghostlike lips<br \/>\nEverything she wore was black<br \/>\nRight down to a pair of combat boots<br \/>\nAbout one size to big<br \/>\nI would always smile when she walked<br \/>\nAs we talked about life and love<br \/>\nUntil one day she was gone<br \/>\nI found a box by my door with a note that read<br \/>\n  &#8220;keep my boots for me&#8221;<br \/>\n  &#8220;I noticed how you always looked at them&#8221;<br \/>\n  &#8220;besides they probably fit you better anyway&#8221;<br \/>\n  &#8220;but keep in mind, I will be back for them someday&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd as quickly as she arrived, she was gone<br \/>\nWith my heart broken upon this lonely door step<br \/>\nSo now you know why I always wear these boots<br \/>\nBecause one day<br \/>\nThe only girl I ever loved<br \/>\nWill come back for them and for me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There she was, the new girl The one everyone was talking about, laughing about But I never saw anything funny As I looked to her in admiration for her difference<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/22\/the-only-girl-i-ever-loved\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Only Girl I Ever Loved<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=296"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}