{"id":301,"date":"2019-08-27T14:08:01","date_gmt":"2019-08-27T14:08:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=301"},"modified":"2019-08-27T14:08:01","modified_gmt":"2019-08-27T14:08:01","slug":"you-the-world-and-everything-in-between","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/27\/you-the-world-and-everything-in-between\/","title":{"rendered":"You, the World and Everything In Between"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>fuck yeah I am angry<br \/>\nangry at you<br \/>\nangry at the world<br \/>\nand everything in between<br \/>\nI&#8217;m tired of being left behind<br \/>\ntired of losing my mind<br \/>\ntired of trying save a lost love<br \/>\ntired of us being a lost cause<br \/>\ntired of drinking night after night<br \/>\ntired of trying to forget about you<br \/>\nabout the world<br \/>\nabout everything in between<br \/>\npint of Jack and a fifth of Jim Bean<br \/>\ntired of being lonely<br \/>\ntired of being horny<br \/>\ntired of all these god damn headaches<br \/>\nkicking my ass in the mornings<br \/>\nsick to fucking death of boy band bullshit<br \/>\nsick of hip hop hypocrisy<br \/>\nsick of being pissed that Kurt blew his fucking brains out<br \/>\nkilling himself and a music scene<br \/>\nI&#8217;m pissed<br \/>\nI&#8217;m drunk<br \/>\nand nothing ever seems to change<br \/>\njust a fading fucking blur<br \/>\nof one wasted night<br \/>\nof one wasted life<br \/>\nwhat ever happened to my dreams?<br \/>\nI was supposed to be a rock star by 25<br \/>\nI wanted to be an astronaut all my life<br \/>\nnever wanted to be my dad<br \/>\nfat ass drunk who ran out on his wife and kids<br \/>\nso what went wrong<br \/>\nI&#8217;m drunk and getting fat<br \/>\nand seem to bitch about you<br \/>\nabout the world<br \/>\nand everything in between<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sure I can blame you<br \/>\nthe world or everything in between<br \/>\nfor killing all of my rock star dreams<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>fuck yeah I am angry angry at you angry at the world and everything in between I&#8217;m tired of being left behind tired of losing my mind tired of trying<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/27\/you-the-world-and-everything-in-between\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">You, the World and Everything In Between<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-301","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-strange"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/301","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=301"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/301\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=301"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=301"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=301"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}