{"id":304,"date":"2019-08-29T23:18:37","date_gmt":"2019-08-29T23:18:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=304"},"modified":"2019-08-29T23:18:37","modified_gmt":"2019-08-29T23:18:37","slug":"fading-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/29\/fading-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Fading Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so sad how you<br \/>\nsimply faded away<br \/>\nfeels so strange to think<br \/>\nI was so in love with you<br \/>\nyesterday<br \/>\nI guess someplace<br \/>\nyou still mean something<br \/>\nbut your special spot in my heart<br \/>\nnow replaced with nothing<br \/>\ngone are the tears<br \/>\nthat came before I slept<br \/>\ngone are the days<br \/>\nwhere your name I wept<\/p>\n<p>I heard your voice<br \/>\nin the winds<br \/>\nin the soft summer breeze<br \/>\nto autumns misty rain<br \/>\nI found my self bedside on my knees<br \/>\npraying for new days, showing of ways<br \/>\nI could be released, from your pain <\/p>\n<p>I died a thousand<br \/>\nslow deaths for you<br \/>\nall in your memories name<br \/>\nI cried countless tears of blue<br \/>\nstill, I loved you just the same<\/p>\n<p>I watched me from<br \/>\nhere to there<br \/>\nas time-lines were etched upon my face<br \/>\nfound my refuge from your love<br \/>\nat the bottom of many bottles<br \/>\nyet somehow I knew would end up in this place<\/p>\n<p>I reached out some<br \/>\nnights at times<br \/>\nfelt anothers touch<br \/>\nbut it always hurt too much<br \/>\nshe tried to heal my many scars<br \/>\nnever knowing she wouldn&#8217;t get very far<br \/>\nshe whispered softly in my ear<br \/>\n&#8220;What in the world happened here?&#8221;<br \/>\nI just looked away<br \/>\nanswering with only a silent tear<br \/>\nSome ways<br \/>\nWe were forever lasting<br \/>\nFor some days<br \/>\njust in passing<br \/>\nI smell your perfume<br \/>\nrecall your tune<br \/>\nturn to whisper your name<br \/>\nbut you along with our song<br \/>\nmy love, are way long since gone<\/p>\n<p>Many thanks to Dennis Hicks for helping me finish this one<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so sad how you simply faded away feels so strange to think I was so in love with you yesterday I guess someplace you still mean something but your special<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/08\/29\/fading-love\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Fading Love<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=304"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/304\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}