{"id":310,"date":"2019-09-05T12:46:29","date_gmt":"2019-09-05T12:46:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=310"},"modified":"2019-09-05T12:46:29","modified_gmt":"2019-09-05T12:46:29","slug":"a-love-poem-of-forgiveness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/09\/05\/a-love-poem-of-forgiveness\/","title":{"rendered":"A Love Poem of Forgiveness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>our first kiss<br \/>\nI will always remember<br \/>\nJanuary 19th, in the middle of Atlanta&#8217;s winter<br \/>\nso very cold, but we kept each other warm<br \/>\nas we played around like kittens<br \/>\nin your college dorm<br \/>\noh and you looked so cute<br \/>\nin that grey shirt and your tight blue jeans<br \/>\nI knew right then that my heart was yours<br \/>\nmidnight came quicker than expected<br \/>\ncounting down to the freshman curfew<br \/>\nthat we so eagerly respected<br \/>\nyou followed me to my hotel<br \/>\nlaid peacfully in my arms<br \/>\nsexy, naked, smooth and pale<br \/>\nI thought I was dreaming<br \/>\nwhen I woke up next to you<br \/>\nbecause it was as if my happiest dreams<br \/>\nhad finally came true<br \/>\nI was so sad to see you leave so fast<br \/>\nbut I knew you had to be back in time for class<br \/>\nI thought I would suprise you<br \/>\nto show you how much I care<br \/>\nand I bought you a cute little musical bear<br \/>\nit was holding a heart<br \/>\nthat said I LOVE YOU<br \/>\noh that look, that amazing smile<br \/>\nthat lit up your face<br \/>\nI felt ever so lucky<br \/>\nto be a part of your grace<br \/>\nthen we went out for dinner and a movie<br \/>\nyou, looking so sexy, in that purple glitter shirt<br \/>\nToy Story II, so imagine how happy I was<br \/>\nwhen you got me that on DVD<br \/>\nto celebrate our one year aniversary<br \/>\nand the way we made love that night<br \/>\nlike we had been lovers all our lives<br \/>\nnever wanting this day to end<br \/>\nFriday came and went<br \/>\nsad Saturday, the day I had to leave<br \/>\nand nothing ever seemed sader to me<br \/>\nthan having to say good-bye<br \/>\nkiss after passionate kiss<br \/>\nfinding out how true love tastes<br \/>\nand the snow was so beautiful<br \/>\nas tiny flakes danced around your lovely face<br \/>\nthat memory will be etched forever in my mind<br \/>\nof the happiest time of my life<br \/>\nand the hardest to ever say good-bye<br \/>\nI remember those 4 days in near perfect detail<br \/>\nreliving them day by day<br \/>\nto save me from my hell<br \/>\nyou fucked up and I fucked up as well<br \/>\nand I pray, that one day<br \/>\nfate will allow as to forgive and forget<br \/>\nso that we may relive that perfect time<br \/>\nwhen we first met<br \/>\nI love you Rachel, I really really do<br \/>\nplease try to forgive me, as I try to forgive you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>our first kiss I will always remember January 19th, in the middle of Atlanta&#8217;s winter so very cold, but we kept each other warm as we played around like kittens<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/09\/05\/a-love-poem-of-forgiveness\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Love Poem of Forgiveness<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-310","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/310","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=310"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/310\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}