{"id":311,"date":"2019-09-06T12:13:21","date_gmt":"2019-09-06T12:13:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/beats\/?p=311"},"modified":"2019-09-06T12:13:21","modified_gmt":"2019-09-06T12:13:21","slug":"obsession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/09\/06\/obsession\/","title":{"rendered":"Obsession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Can you feel my breath<br \/>\nup and down your neck?<br \/>\nI know you are asleep<br \/>\nBut I can see the tingles dance all over your back<br \/>\nI move closer and softly whisper in your ear<br \/>\nI am tired of this battle year after year<br \/>\nI want to be your one and only<br \/>\nthe one you feel next to you at night<br \/>\nI want to be the only one you see<br \/>\nI feel the heat of your body it keeps me warm<br \/>\nI am lost in your scent<br \/>\nand how it makes me both weak and drunk<br \/>\nBut the distance that you keep<br \/>\nis farther and farther than the day before<br \/>\neven though my love for you<br \/>\ngrows each day, more and more<br \/>\nI slide my hand up and down your chest<br \/>\nand I am obsessed<br \/>\nwith the softness of your skin<br \/>\nAs you lay there and calmly rest<br \/>\nmy fingers slowly trace<br \/>\nevery single line and curve on your face<br \/>\nI wrap my leg around yours<br \/>\nAnd pray I can remove her out of your dreams<br \/>\nmake her disappear<br \/>\nand I want you to whisper only my name as we make love tonight<br \/>\nI want only you, not this ghost of us<br \/>\nthat has come in between us<br \/>\nA vision I wish you could see<br \/>\nevery time you close your eyes <\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Yes I can feel your breath on my neck<br \/>\nYou know how I love it when you do that<br \/>\nand how it sends tingles up and down my back<br \/>\nI&#8217;m awake, but pretend to sleep<br \/>\nwhen you whisper me softly, all of your dreams<br \/>\nI cannot think of another person<br \/>\nthat I would ever want to wake up beside<br \/>\nand if all goes as planned<br \/>\nwe will be together until the day we die<br \/>\nI know you are nervous when you see me this stressed<br \/>\nbut sometimes I have a lot on my mind<br \/>\nand I don&#8217;t want to seem so obsessed<br \/>\nI sometimes fear that I will scare you away<br \/>\nif I were to tell you all the things my heart wants to say<br \/>\nit&#8217;s just that I love you more and more<br \/>\nand twice as much as the day before<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t mean to be distant<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t want anything to come between us<br \/>\njust know that you are my one and only<br \/>\nknow how proud and lucky I feel<br \/>\nand with you in my heart, I never be lonely<br \/>\nI dare not to think<br \/>\nabout not having you in my life<br \/>\nbecause everytime I close my eyes<br \/>\nI see only you, my beautiful wife<\/p>\n<p>This poem is a part of The Collaboration Project<br \/>\n* Thanks to Shannon Wendler for allowing me to work on her poem.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can you feel my breath up and down your neck? I know you are asleep But I can see the tingles dance all over your back I move closer and<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/09\/06\/obsession\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Obsession<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=311"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}