{"id":824,"date":"2019-05-13T15:01:55","date_gmt":"2019-05-13T15:01:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onyx23.net\/InTheBeat\/?p=824"},"modified":"2019-05-13T15:01:55","modified_gmt":"2019-05-13T15:01:55","slug":"obsession-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/05\/13\/obsession-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Obsession"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Can you feel my breath<br>up and down your neck?<br>I know you are asleep<br>But I can see the tingles dance all over your back<br>I move closer and softly whisper in your ear<br>I am tired of this battle year after year<br>I want to be your one and only<br>the one you feel next to you at night<br>I want to be the only one you see<br>I feel the heat of your body it keeps me warm<br>I am lost in your scent<br>and how it makes me both weak and drunk<br>But the distance that you keep<br>is farther and farther than the day before<br>even though my love for you<br>grows each day, more and more<br>I slide my hand up and down your chest<br>and I am obsessed<br>with the softness of your skin<br>As you lay there and calmly rest<br>my fingers slowly trace<br>every single line and curve on your face<br>I wrap my leg around yours<br>And pray I can remove her out of your dreams<br>make her disappear<br>and I want you to whisper only my name as we make love tonight<br>I want only you, not this ghost of us<br>that has come in between us<br>A vision I wish you could see<br>every time you close your eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Yes I can feel your breath on my neck<br>You know how I love it when you do that<br>and how it sends tingles up and down my back<br>I&#8217;m awake, but pretend to sleep<br>when you whisper me softly, all of your dreams<br>I cannot think of another person<br>that I would ever want to wake up beside<br>and if all goes as planned<br>we will be together until the day we die<br>I know you are nervous when you see me this stressed<br>but sometimes I have a lot on my mind<br>and I don&#8217;t want to seem so obsessed<br>I sometimes fear that I will scare you away<br>if I were to tell you all the things my heart wants to say<br>it&#8217;s just that I love you more and more<br>and twice as much as the day before<br>I don&#8217;t mean to be distant<br>I don&#8217;t want anything to come between us<br>just know that you are my one and only<br>know how proud and lucky I feel<br>and with you in my heart, I never be lonely<br>I dare not to think<br>about not having you in my life<br>because every time I close my eyes<br>I see only you, my beautiful wife<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This poem is a part of The Collaboration Project<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Thanks to Shannon Wendler for allowing me to work on her poem.<\/li><\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can you feel my breathup and down your neck?I know you are asleepBut I can see the tingles dance all over your backI move closer and softly whisper in your<a href=\"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/2019\/05\/13\/obsession-2\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"readmore\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Obsession<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-824","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-collaboration"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/824","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=824"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/824\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=824"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=824"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onyx23.net\/inthebeat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=824"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}