it hurts!
those lies I whisper in your ear
and the way i hold you when you are near
I tried to love you, but I can’t
so I cry in the shame of a truth never told
with each passing day, my soul grows so cold
and I can’t help but to feel so old
I fade in the memory of her again
she is everything you wished you could be
she is like an angel of a thousand dreams
she is everything you never will be
and her love left a hold that will entangle me
even after death
so why do I pretend to be with you again?
I like knowing my lies make you happy
because I like to see you smile
everytime I tell you you’re beautiful
and in a way it would hurt me to loose you
though I never really loved you, only used you
somehwere along the way, I got use to you
I promise to be gentle when I break your heart