oh how I like
how you loved me with your lies
forsaken me eternally
with the look of death upon eyes
and all this talk
about us being soulmates
ended up being just that
talk
so what am I supposed to do?
forgive you?
after what you have done!
you don’t even deserve the words
I have to say
so another bottle, another wasted night
and I drink to chase the pain away
and it angers me to the bone
that I love you so much
I can’t help but to forgive you
because that’s what love is for
so just maybe
right now baby
I hate myself for loving you so much
just one more bottle
my lonely hands shaking to clutch
just one more drink
to swallow the pain away
just one more dream
I need to have today
just one more promise
I need to make
that never again
will I allow my heart to break