I am torn, between trepidation And delirium In a no nonsense dream of hysteria Where the only thing I can recognize Is the fact I am going to die, lonelyContinue readingTrepidation and Delerium

and the sky was a kaleidoscope shaped in shades of orange mixed in hues of blues forming colors ever so beautiful that they clouded my mind of any other thoughtContinue readingKaleidoscope Sky

I have been looking for you For so very long Remembering the love we had That has never gone Sometimes it’s so hard To wake up without you Sometimes it’sContinue readingA Lover’s Nightmare

shit induced hallucinations I look back at you for past inspirations ignoring the signs that say I am clueless never realizing now how you are so damn useless no moreContinue readingYour Eyes Never Lie

I’m walking on the edge Of self destruction Lost my sense Of self discipline And my heart aches Underneath the midnight sky I am hanging on the edge Of helplessnessContinue readingMidnight in the Sky of Heartache

I don’t think I will ever love again I told you that from the start that my heart was tired from being broken and that I don’t think I couldContinue readingFriend’s Before Lovers

fuck this and everything you do to me playing me like I’m your toy been awake for 3 days living off cheeseburgers and rice broken my finger my middle fingerContinue readingHave You No Soul?

sun shines on the waves of memories reflecting lost dreams like a mirror shattered into a million pieces that bleed with my touch through all my tears through all myContinue readingSunshine Monologue

I look back And see all that we had A life of love A life of glory I look back to see Such a sad, sad story Of a lifeContinue readingLooking Back on Life

so it’s December once again and here I am walking about in this winter wonderland wondering why nothing ever goes as planned so now it’s supposed to be that timeContinue readingEmpty Wonderland