my heart is dark the kind of darkness that makes sure you cannot see and you can’t see inside even if I let you I have no feelings left toContinue readingEverything I Ever Was

I’m a liar and I am not proud that of the lies told to you just one lie, little lie, continuous lie I couldn’t find it in my heart toContinue readingThe Liar and the Whore

I don’t know what I was thinking When I climbed inside your bed I was unaware of the nightmares That lived inside your head Bad moods come and go ButContinue readingOur End

I am lost in forever fears of being alone I live in an empty house that used to be a home I can’t sleep, can’t eat I barely make itContinue readingThe Music of Beautiful

I walked as you talked And I listened so carefully As you talked about your hopes And all of your favorite dreams We walked for hours Down these cold rainyContinue readingThe Day Destiny Found Me

I wish sometimes lightening would just strike me dead to kill your voice that lives inside my head see, every time I close my eyes I end up seeing yoursContinue readingTo Be Happy Again

sometimes in the night I like to play with a flashlight narrow the focus of the beam to make it a thin stream of astonishing brilliance then I will hitContinue readingThe Flashlight

I haven’t ate in days my desk is littered with at least a half dozen half drunk cans of coke which has been my only source of nutrition yes IContinue readingMy Butterfly, My Love

things are so different now we’ve gotten older but didn’t grow up somehow maybe we have but I feel so young when I’m with you like those high school feelingsContinue readingThe Same, But Different

I’ve confused love for hate been drunk for 3 weeks straight knowing loneliness is now my fate I’ve closed the mind that was awake and I’ve seen what I canContinue readingLove of Confusion